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14th-Apr-2008 06:30 pm - no graduation
chill, make urself, mariisoul, up, cartoonified, the look fixed, ahh, psych, rainbows, goapele red, generokee, the look

sorry for posting so many times today but I want to keep these issues separate so I can easily refer to them later. Anyway, this is short....

I might not be attending my graduation. I just looked up transportation and there might not be any available for me to get home. The earliest van to the airport from school is right in the middle of the ceremony. I think it'd be kind of stupid to leave in the middle of the ceremony but I don't have any other way of getting home. My family isn't coming and the few people I know with cars are the laziest drivers on the planet. So, yeah, I feel really sad about this because I didn't even have a high school graduation.
20th-Mar-2008 10:28 pm - in the end, was it worth it?
chill, make urself, mariisoul, up, cartoonified, the look fixed, ahh, psych, rainbows, goapele red, generokee, the look


Just as I make a “commitment” to being positive about life and school in general, CC (my school) asks me of all people to “share my opinion on the school”. Me?! Have they missed my endless emails to administration over the past few years complaining about the place? Or maybe they forgot about all of the meetings we had “to improve my experience” after I let them know I had desires to transfer schools. Has someone let them in on my new optimistic self? Is this a trick to ruin my optimism before it even gets under way?

Of course, being me, I ask, ‘and do you require a prepared statement of what I would actually say?” I just want to know that I can be honest with the interviewer, if I decide to pursue this. Surprise surprise they do not require a 'pre-statement'. With the caveat, “just don’t say it’s been the worst experience of your life.” Dang, that is exactly what I was going to say. Shoot. Now what to do? How about if I say, “it was just one of the most awful experiences in my life. However, whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger and I am now Teflon.” To be followed by my big cheesy smile of course. :D <—just like that.

I'm kidding of course. With only 60 days left I can know reflect from a more objective standpoint. While this hasn't been the most ideal experience (is anything really?) it has not been the total Hell that I often make it out to be.  I've had the opportunity to experience a region of the country that I've always wanted to live in, meet a few very interesting people, and I've discovered what I am really interested in Psychological/Medical Anthropology. And while I've often wished to have more diversity on campus, better psych courses, more activities that I enjoy. I can honestly say that I know when I get back to the city I will have plenty of this. So this short time of deprivation, in the long run is very insignificant. I can honestly say this was  a good experience.

Yet, the question still remains.... do I go all over national television saying this?

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