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1st-Apr-2008 09:09 am - this gals got it all figured out!
chill, make urself, mariisoul, up, cartoonified, the look fixed, ahh, psych, rainbows, goapele red, generokee, the look
I'm going to LaSalle!!!
This was my #1 program I am so friggin relieved to know what I will be doing next year. Thank you to the powers that be. I seriously cried at the post office when I opened the letter.

I saw a large envelope and was like, dear g-d please don't let them have sent me another info packet. I opened it and:
"we are pleased to notify you that you have been granted acceptance into the Clinical-counseling Psychology Program"

^_^ happiness all over the place!

Now my essays and thesis don't seem so bad..it's all for something.
OMG I want to kiss someone


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this continues my streak of never having been rejected from anything that I've ever applied for w00t!
let's hope this continues into the job realm too bc I could really use a salaried position
26th-Mar-2008 10:01 pm - into the wild
chill, make urself, mariisoul, up, cartoonified, the look fixed, ahh, psych, rainbows, goapele red, generokee, the look

I'm so nervous about what will happen after I graduate. I really don't know what I am going to do with myself. Ideally, I will be in grad school with a salaried job and my own place. I really don't think I would be able to tolerate living at home as an adult. I have far too many opinions and weird quirks  for my family to deal with.

So here are my options:
*Graduate School FT
--all yay and happiness except no idea how I am supposed to pay for this

City Jobs [awesome benefits + salary! + tuition reimbursement :) ]
*Social worker
--best option so far, though, I'm not keen on being a baby stealer or reading depressing cases all day
*Police Officer (with the goal to move up to EAP - psych unit - that would most likely happen after 1 yr on the streets)
--ideal, minus the training where they'd be yelling at me, but it's better than the military bc i can quit if i want
--also, it should be easy for me to advance

Private Sector Jobs
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Mental Health Worker/Psych Tech/Med Tech
---boo, you don't even need a degree for this just some experience, I don't like jobs like that; I want to feel I didn't waste all those years in school
*Therapeutic Support Staff
---same as above, and it sucks if you don't have a kid you enjoy or if your kid is crazy wild

Teaching Jobs
*Behavioural Health Worker
--basically a FT teacher for kids in crisis treatment centres
--pay sucks, most of these BHWs have two jobs, I'm not down with that
--a big minus is that lots of those kids had ring worm when I was there...gross
*Teaching Assistant
---I could deal with this but it's only PT
---pay is alright but no benefits :(

I feel as if jobs are never available when I am applying for them. But when I can't apply because of school, there are so many opportunities. I'll be putting in the apps for city jobs next week - there's a $35 application fee...so $70...Ive applied for SW before but couldn't do it because of school and not having a driving license. So that's my number one plan for when I get back to the city - get some driving lessons pronto. Other than that, I'm mostly confident I'll have a good job. It's the first few summer months that I am worried about.

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update:
!!! major snag in the grad app process !!!

I just received notice that one of the people I asked to provided a reference for graduate school did not do it properly. She forgot to sign her letter of support and did not include the school's form ( a checklist of characteristics). I am guessing maybe she thought that was optional? I don't know. But this makes ME look bad. My application is already not the strongest and to have a reference that looks "off", not the ideal situation. She's also away on break (as am I) so I have no way of contacting her until next week. I hope this doesn't delay finding out if I have been offered acceptance. I think I may have to ask the chair of my psych dept (who btw doesn't like me because I want to study cultural psych and not motivation theory) for a letter of support, at least his letter will look legit and be out relatively quickly. If not him then my anthro prof. though I feel he is quite burdened with work. Or maybe the woman who is advising my senior thesis...okay yes, I have options thank goodness. It's just none of them know me very well. So I'll have one stellar reference from a prof who really likes me and another that's just meh...oh well, I just need one more.
19th-Mar-2008 09:32 am - graduate school
chill, make urself, mariisoul, up, cartoonified, the look fixed, ahh, psych, rainbows, goapele red, generokee, the look

My graduate school applications are finally complete. I have applied to 3 schools in/near my hometown. Ironically, they're all religious schools. I'm not the most religious person but I find it funny that my college choices always seem to have a trend, for undergraduate all but two of the schools were all female. Anyway, I spoke to my top choice school today, all of my information has been received and I should have a decision in "14 days". So, the week after I return from Spring Break I will know if I should proceed to be a very depressed individual or beyond happy and excited for my future. Actually, I shouldn't say that. Regardless of whether I receive admission to a degree program I am certain I'll continue my studies. I would just have to enroll as a non-degree candidate and would be on a PT schedule. It's not ideal but it still gets me closer to the degree. The ideal situation would be enrollment as a FT student at my number one choice (and of course being able to afford it). 

One thing I am worried about is my ability to pay for my future 'endeavors'. I am fortunate enough to have been give a 'free ride' save for transportation costs at my current institution. Granted, it's taken a psychological toll via extreme disillusionment and disdain for the place but I will have a +$160,000 degree for just the cost of my transportation +$2,000. That's better than instate tuition :P My new problem, that I would honestly be so thankful to have, will be how to finance around $15,000 a year all by my lonesome. Everyone is saying I can take out education loans. I hope this is the case. However, I'm not really sure about the FAFSA....do I need parental information? I know I certainly won't get that. The form seems to imply that if you're going for a graduate degree you don't need it. What I wonder is do you need a certain level of income and age (above 24) for this to be true.  That's usually the way these forms work. Anyway, 14 days, I can not wait!
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