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y entre las formas de mi sueño estás tú, que como yo eres muchos y nadie
...you may be right, I may be crazy... 
17th-May-2008 10:04 pm - *does a little dance, makes a little love, gets down tonight*
I got approval from the big boss to apply for the Metro ISE position!!!!!!!! EEEEEeeeEEEEeeEEEEEEeeeEE!!!!

I am so excited!

I have never wanted something sooo bad in my life!

Gosh I hope I get it!

Now... Time to buy something... fuel efficient ...

♥ Shawnee
18th-May-2008 02:24 pm
Consideration of Three types of burglars: based on the thinking of herbert packer, rawls, norval morris, and samuel donnely
by Dominic S. Depersis and alfred lewis

Read more... )
17th-May-2008 05:03 pm
Does anyone else have extreme social awkwardness and inability to speak around extremely socially adept people? Not, like, nice people, just people who don't present any faults or quirks in a way that screams them being ingenuine. 
17th-May-2008 12:48 pm - Catching up on shows
Clearing out my dvr of shows from this week:

Ghost Whisper
Moonlight
CSI
Without A Trace
Criminal Minds
CSI:Miami
CSI:NY
Law and Order SVU
17th-May-2008 10:56 am - Heading Back
So last night was my last in Richmond and, of course, I spent it with Theo Grad. Had fun, we even had an argument and got over it within a good 15 mins. Interesting as it may sound, it was the first time I had a civilized argument with a being of the opposite sex without yelling, cursing, kirking out, of course my little attitude showed along with all of its neck and eye rolls, but hey that's just me!
He said that I played too much and that I wasn't serious enough to have a conversation with so that pissed me off. I know I'm a silly person who likes to have fun and play around, but I'm NEVER to silly to have a serious conversation with. Maybe I use my humor too often to lighten heavy situations and get myself out of awkward zones, and maybe I need to work on handling that a different way, but that doesn't make me not serious enough to have a convo with. And then he kept saying that he wanted the tv back on so after about 2 mins. of trying to convince him to talk to me, I got mad, got up, cut the tv back on, when in my room, slammed and locked the door, and hopped on the internet to calm down. I know, kinda immature Tee, but I didn't want to hit the boy or anything so that was the only outlet I found that was the safest route to go. Eventually, after much begging on his part, he convinced me to come into the kitchen and talk to him. After the little argument, we "kissed and made up", no we hugged and apologized for doing what we did to start the argument (even though we all know HE started it! Ha!).

We were talking and the subject of sex came upon us (via me...you know virgins are the nosiest people when it comes to sex), so after we talked about why I want to wait, why he didn't, this, that and the other, he told me, "You know I'm sexually attracted to you right?" I lied and said, "I know."....call me naive but I didn't know. It's not like we'd kissed before or even held hands! Granted we hugged a few times, some longer than others and he kissed me on my cheek once but still, nothing rang my bell until he said that.
Then one thing led to another and walah! I'm no longer a virgin!!
SIKE, JUST PLAYIN'!!

No I told him that I knew he was sexually attracted to me and he agreed saying that he respected the fact that I want to wait for marriage and that he wouldn't act off of his attraction. Not that I can't handle myself and tell him NO, I just don't want to have to, ya digg??

Now, I'm packing up my little 6 days worth of clothes, just got finished eating a breakfast sandwich from McD's (I know YUCK!), washed the few dishes I used, cleaned off the counters, made my bed back up and am now waiting for him to get back from one of his church's events. I hope he makes it back in time...I told him I wanted to leave in the 12 o'clock hour but that I didn't mind waiting but no later than 2pm. I've definitely pushed that back to like 1pm. It's Saturday! I'll be alright, no traffic heading into DC on weekends (unless, GOD FORBID, there's an accident) so I should be straight!
I'm going to miss him, but he'll be coming up to the DC area in a few anyway so I'm definitely going to be hopping my butt on that metro to see him!
17th-May-2008 01:25 pm - Talking to myself. (again)
Put purse (wallet) in bag (purse).
Brush teeth
Brush hair.
Put  'phone in bag (purse)
Put trainers on (they're filthy, should have washed them)
Scrub fingernails.Been poking around in garden after shower. Not good idea.
KIss husband.
Kiss son.
Go to work! Well go on then, you've got 15 minutes! MOVE!
17th-May-2008 12:56 am - insomnia
So, when your used to self medicating yourself into an alcohol induced sleep, what do you do when your not drinking?how do you fall asleep.

Im dealing with this at the moment, im really tired however i know that i wont be able to sleep, i think thats why i really started drinking to begin with.

Since i stopped i have also been dreaming a lot more and not sleeping well when i do fall asleep its not as deep,

i dunno, i will have to find some other vice to help me sleep

whats everyone up to this weekend? anything fun? or work and boredom like me.
16th-May-2008 10:25 pm - LOOK AT THIS PLEASE!!!!!!!
OKAY PLEASE LOOK AT THIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD AND NO I WONT TURN MY CAPS OFF!!!!


Okay it's Ed, y/y? You're all thinking WHO CARES?! BUT LOOK!!! Look at the picture RIGHT ABOVE HIS HEAD on the screen behind him.

IT'S ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am spazzing to the 10000000000000th degree right now because I know damn well that is me. It says 'I am a Filthy Youth' and I made that sign for them when I first added them on Myspace. And they put it in their Myspace album and WHAT THE HELL. I AM IN A PICTURE WITH ED FUCKING WESTWICK!!!!! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.

16th-May-2008 11:50 am - Two-hundred and Twenty-two
I've just learned how to animate icons.

I'm so proud ♥

Haha :D
16th-May-2008 01:24 pm - dog kennels
I need a reliable reasonably priced dog kennel easy and quick to get to from South Philly. This is for Saturday night.


Recommendations?!
16th-May-2008 01:09 pm
Hey everyone
My sister's boyfriend is in this awesome reggae band that is playing at Barbary tonight if anyone is looking for stuff to do
Cut for big flyer )
He and his brother (who is in the band too) are also in Thievery Corporation
16th-May-2008 11:13 am
Ok is it just me or is LiveJournal not allowing us to use colors and stuff in posting anymore? Or better yet, forcing us to learn how to put the codes in ourselves?
This is the second time today that I have tried to post and as soon as I click on the "new post" button, it brings me to the "post an entry" section but I don't see my different options (color chooser, text size, italic, bold, etc.).

If it is just me, someone tell me what's going on so that I can get it back to where I can customize my posts.

Please and Thank You =)
16th-May-2008 10:01 am
<3

The intensity of love has consumed all of my senses
I'm soaked, head to toe, in the greatest feeling known to man


I've never been so lucky to have found someone so worthy of my love.

"I will love you with all of the madness of my soul." - Sinfest.net

And anyone who truly knows me, knows there's plenty of that. ;P



16th-May-2008 08:59 am - Writer's Block: The sound of inspiration

What type of music inspires you?


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The type of music that inspires me is REAL R&B (i.e: Mary J. Blige), some Gospel, some REAL Hip Hop (i.e: Nas, Kanye West) and soul (i.e: Erykah Badu, Chrisette Michelle).
16th-May-2008 02:43 am - It's NEW!!!

title or description I AM title or description!! title or description

I am a little bit of heaven and a little bit of hell!! A 25 year old girl living in the sunshine state, although I don't really notice the sunshine seeing as I run from it every time I go outside. I have lived in Florida most of my life. I live with my husband & we have a kick ass life, soon to start a family!
I'm a little crazy but hey what would life be if I was normal.
I spend most of my free time with my husband, hanging out with friends, on the net & drawing.
I ♥ video games, anime, cute things. FURITS, definite be my friend if your into cute Japanese style. (^.^) I ♥ fake hair & rainbows.(*^ー^)/~~
I love being outside, taking walks, swiming (at night) & enjoying nature. I also enjoy spending a night at home, cuddling up with my husband watching a movie while drinking coffie. I have a vast multitude of interests and I'm very adventurous and always willing to try new things.

Photography and drawing are my main creative outlets. I have a dark, morbid sense of humor when it comes to certain things and I don't hold myself back from expressing it.
I'm sweet and innocent, yet dark and sinister. Black and white. Skulls and butterflies.

I have and always will be a giant fan of anime and manga. I particularily love forbidden love stories or stories with an interesting twist. Something that sets them apart!

I write in my journal a lot... just so you know. I am really, really random. I often post pictures with my posts that aren't lj-cut, so please be aware of that. Nothing too large, though.

Other random facts:
title or descriptionI'm Vegitarian
title or descriptionI don't drink or smoke
title or descriptionI'm ♥1/2Americanと1/2Italian girl
title or descriptionMy favourite season is Fall
title or descriptionMy favourite colour is black
title or descriptionI LOVE DDR & ROCK BAND~!!!
title or descriptionI overuse emoticons online because I don't know how else to express my tone.


P.S. I REALLY love frappo's. title or description 

Another thing you should know is: I am a mommy of an Angel.
My son Logan died from an imperfect heart, even though he was a great fighter. My son Logan was truly blessed with a wonderful life. At 11 months 2 weeks old Jesus came to take Logan home on October 10th, 2007. I love you Logan, and I am so sorry I couldn't stop this from happening. I would have given my life for yours in a heartbeat. I will be with you again, and it will then be forever. Until then, I will miss you like crazy. 

I just wanted to warn you because I often write very depressing posts when I am low & missing Logan. 

Other than that I 'm looking for new friends. Most of the journals on my friends list are dead journals. 
Please comment on my friends only page on my journal if you would like to be my friend. 
Thanks. 

+Shannon+

15th-May-2008 09:17 pm - Jamaica Post, Part 2: The Beach


So, of course, Ferris and I spend a lot of time at the beach just relaxing and drinking and not caring about anything. Most of the time that we were at the resort, we set up shop near this jetty and just stared at the beauty of MoBay. The beach was just for guests of Sunset Beach, thank goodness. The Breezes resort (which was about 15 minutes away, and one of the places we thought of staying) had a public beach that their guests had to share with the residents of Montego Bay. I would have been pissed if I found that out when I got there. On the other side of the jetty were the topless and nude beaches. Ferris and I didn't partake in either, in case you were wondering.

+10 )




Another thing I miss, the beautiful sunsets. *sigh*
15th-May-2008 10:07 pm - Sulu Max Gro vs. Boundless Tresses
Has anyone used either product?

I took my micros down the other day after having them for a couple of months. I thought it'd be a good idea to use the Sulu Max Gro while having them in for extra growth. However, I didn't get around to using it faithfully and saw average growth. I wasn't sure if it was because I wasn't using it daily (not sure if that's how it works) or if it's just my hair. After searching message boards for regimens, I discovered a product called Boundless Tresses. I read that it smells great and it works great, too. Although I didn't purchase the Max Gro myself, I'm a little skeptical about shelling out $15 for a product I'm not too familiar with. Has anyone on here tried it?

You can find it here... Boundless Tresses

I am going to keep using the Max Gro over the Summer but I'm not sure if I'm supposed to use it daily or just a couple of times a week. What do you ladies suggest?
15th-May-2008 09:23 pm - newbie here~
So, hello there. ^^ I am interested in growing my hair naturally, I got frustrated and relaxed it after about 4 months of struggling, but it's growing beautifully anyway. On top of that, my relaxing didn't go so well because my hair is so course that it resisted the chemical. So it's mostly natural anyway.

I was recommended Redken's "smooth down" conditioner for my hair, and I've been using, and it's nice. Anyway, have some pictures. ^^

piccies! )

I am open to any suggestions to hair styles, hair care tips, whatever you would like to throw at me~ :)
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